Jonathan Lim/

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6:21 AM

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

The Vow

The latest love story I've seen so far which ALMOST made me cry like a little girl, many times throughout. Its a love story of a husband and wife, getting into an accident which causes Paige; the wife, to lose part of her memory. Waking up not remembering her husband or her marriage. Not being able to recover any memory at all after a while; this is when Leo tries to make his wife fall in love with him, again.

I hate watching love stories because it makes me all sensitive and soft once it ends. Thinking about happy endings that could have happened in past relationships, believing that happy endings might still exist, until the next heartbreak comes along and smacks me back to reality. But...I guess, this movie sends such a meaningful message to the audience...to never give up on the one you truly love.

People together are not supposed to change each other to suit their own likes and needs, they should accept each other for who they are because who they are is what made them fall in love with each other in the first place. Couples shouldn't be keeping track of who's right and who's wrong, they should forgive each other for the mistakes they make and put it all behind and not bring it up the next time they quarrel. Relationships were never meant to be perfect, or else then couples wouldn't appreciate having each other through the hard and good times, working things out together and facing the thick and thin.

I guess it only takes a few words to define love after all: Patience - Forgiveness - Acceptance

2:21 AM

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Waiting for something amazing.....

Have you ever taken time off from your daily routine and just stop to think about how did you end up in this world? or what is the purpose of you being on this planet and living your life as you do?

Sometimes life gets tough, sometimes people bring you down, sometimes you just feel lost and don't know what should you do next. Looking for an opportunity to escape from the routine you have been repeating over and over again since a long time back, waiting for something amazing to just happen. It could be a party you're looking forward to going to, meeting someone from your past, hanging out with your bestest buddies, or just simply waiting for someone special to walk into your life.

Love, love, love... Love can be simplest happiness in your life but then again, it can be the most complicated misery you've ever felt.

How do you know if you've met the perfect one in your life, the one meant just for you?
What should you do next when you've found that special person?

Will that person ever feel the same way you do?

When is it just too much?

If you choose to bottle all your emotions, will you miss the chance of meeting the right one?

Question after question comes to my mind. Questions which nobody has a certain answer of. After all the thinking, it has bottle downed to this.

Maybe there isn't the perfect answer. Maybe we should live our lives the way we should and wait for something to happen. When the perfect one walks into your life, something in you just triggers, you'd know for sure that he/she is the one for you. Be who you are, don't change yourself to suit others because the perfect one should love you for who you are, not what they expect you to be. Of course that person would feel the same way, or else he/she is just not meant to be. Nothing is ever too much if you've found the right one. If there is the one person you truly love, you'd do anything for him/her. Love has not boundaries, it is limitless! You'd do anything to make that special person feel special and just to see them happy, but of course seeing them happy makes you happy as well.

Whats left now is to just wait...

...wait for something amazing to happen, I guess.

10:56 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Blossoms

It has been a long time since I've gotten this tingly feeling in me for someone else. The question now is, to fall or not to fall. Maybe its just lonesomeness, maybe its just another infatuation, or maybe just I've hit my head too hard. Past relationships are bittersweet, they give the sweetest memories to people but then again, they also instill fear or being hurt again by someone else. Emotions and feelings can't be contained, yet those who are afraid still tries to keep away from what their heart tells them. It is never easy to decide when your heart makes you feel something but your brains gives you the logic out of it. Is it worth it, to love even when you know you're just going to be left broken in the end?

She is the sweetest thing I've ever seen with a smile that could melt anyone's heart. Although not sexy, hawt or curvy, but she's the most adorable person I've met so far. Its stupid of me to go crazy over someone I barely know, its simply irrational... but somehow, I just can't seem help myself. When my phone rings, my heart skips a beat. When I sleep, thoughts of that sweet sweet smile pops outta nowhere. Throughout my entire day, I can't help but smile idiotically at replies, even when its nothing much. What is this spell she has cast over me without even herself realizing?

The first time I saw her, I couldn't take my eyes off her. I tried to look away but the next thing I know, she in my sight again. I could't help but realized the sadness she had in her eyes and the only thing I could think of is to comfort a total stranger. What has come over me? I can tell that she'll never ever be interested in me, not even by the slightest bit...but yet I still want to chase after that beautiful face. All I know now is, this is definitely not going to end well.
I just hope its worth the chase.

2:23 AM

Monday, July 23, 2012

Relentless pain.

Sometimes I wonder, if you even still remember everything that we've been through. No matter the joy or pain, have you ever tried to recall what it was like once upon a time? It was never easy to be in a relationship, as it was never meant to be simple. So why complain about everything that had been and could have been? Towards the end, it was cold and hurtful. I had even forgotten how it was like to actually be loved as it was had been so long since you really meant those 3 words often misused. All this while, I was thinking what had I done to deserve so much of all this, but then again, I realized that maybe we were just never meant to be. 2 years had passed and it all had gone to waste. Just for that one moment of happiness that you had found in others. I'm sorry that I could not provide you that happiness that you always wanted, as I was never happy myself. Although I am sad that what we had worked for so hard had to come to an end, but I'm glad I do not have to hold on to the pain as I go.

12:32 AM

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

The End.

The journey we have been through together, I will never forget. As that smile of yours will be the most beautiful picture in my world. As years passes by, we grew stronger as we knew each other better but we also grew weaker together as we fight over the littlest issues. It has been a amazing yet painful path we have taken and sometimes the pain becomes unbearable. I know I have not been the best man in your life, as I have never been the best man in anyone's life, not even my parents. You have stayed with me through my saddest moments, and you have been there to celebrate my joy. On the other hand, I was never there as I promised. I appreciate every effort and love that you have put into this relationship although I may not be the best person at showing how much I appreciate you. Relentlessly you were there for me, bearing all the pain and agony of being with me, asking only for my loyalty & love but even that I could not deliver. Although you put your ego and pride on, you've always been patient and forgave me each time I made a mistake so big that it hurt you, I never meant for that to happen. If I had one wish, I'd wish not to turn back time, but instead for you to have found someone much better than me so that he can bring out that beautiful smile of yours instead of me making tears roll down your face. I do not deserve you, after all you've done for me, I cant stand to see you hurt anymore. Its time you let go of this parasite. Despite all I've done, I had, still and will always love you, that much I know.

I'm sorry I could not be the perfect one.

Thank you, for loving me.

12:35 AM

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Yi Ren Ai Ni

I guess this video has said it all...

The twinkling bright lights,
are traces of the passing years
You are still,
the center of my world

One year after another,
time flies by in a blink of an eye
The only thing that remain unchanged,
is the fact that there will always be change

I’m no longer the same as before,
and neither are you
However, in my eyes, your smile
is still as beautiful as before

The days can only move forwards,
in one direction, following time
Not sure how much longer (we’ll have),
so I have to let you know

I’m still in love with you,
there’s no room for retreat
I still treasure
every minute and every moment of happiness
Your every breath,
every move,
and every expression
Until the very end, (I) will
still love you

I’m still in love with you,
maybe it’s fated and destined to be
Even after the passing years,
no one can ever replace (you)
Those moments are the best I’ve had in my life
Those memories,
I still cannot forget

Your every breath,
every move,
and every expression,
until the very end, (I) will
still love you

11:47 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

The story of a pencil and eraser.

As I was browsing through facebook, i came across this little post and wanted to share it out here...

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on).

Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day.

For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

This is to all the parents out there...

12:42 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Forever.

Life has it many ways of playing it's tricks. Of course, it is never easy, and of course, not always enjoyable. Just when you feel as if you're at the top of the world, reality pulls you back down to the ground. Doubts never leaves the mind. Insecurity always lurking in the heart. But... this I do know, no matter what happens, you'll always be in my mind. In every corner, there, stashed the little pieces of my heart in a jar. I was once like that, broken, heart shattered on the floor because of my past. Thats when I met you, where you came along and picked up those little pieces of my heart and kept it in a jar no matter how small and fragile they were. Still fearful of the past, doubts crossed my mind, weather this is another game girls play. Every time you smile at me, a piece gets glued back together like a puzzle but every time you left, the glue wears off and those pieces would be scattered on the floor just the way you found them. Now, after all this while, after all we had been through, after all the memories and moments that was created, the puzzle is complete. As my love for you, it is complete. Distance will never separate us, Time will never separate us, People will never separate us and Hardships will never separate us. No matter what, you'll always be with me and me with you, because each and every one of those shattered pieces has your love in it as how I will always love you. You complete me.

Forever yours,

Jonathan Lim

10:37 PM

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I love you, dad!

Dear dad,

I know how hard it was raising a child like me up. I know the hardships you went through that you kept in your heart. I still remember the time where you used to hug me and kiss me when I was just a baby. It may be just a hazy memory but at least I know that you love me deep down inside. You may not say "I love you" to me nowadays because of your thick ego of being a man, but I for one know how much I mean to you. I'm sad because I lost that one picture of you holding me in your arms, together with mom when I was a young kid, celebrating my birthday at grandma's. I appreciate everything you have done for me, even how small the deed may seem because it still means alot to me. I find it funny tho how after Yean(my 14years older sister), you wanted a son so badly and when I finally came out, I made all your hair white. LOL. Anyways, even though I do not say "thank you" that often doesn't mean that I do not appreciate everything you have done. I do, deep inside, I do but like you, I have my own ego. You know how the saying goes, "like father like son". Trust me dad, I can see how much you actually love me even if you don't verbally tell me that. Little things such as worrying about whether I have eaten or not, weather I can catch up with my studies, staying up just to pick me up from the KTM station. I know I may not be the ideal son you wanted, but I am doing my best now to be what you raised me up to be, a man. I'm sorry for all the arguments we had, I'm sorry I make you worry all the time, I'm sorry for not listening to you, I'm sorry it kills you to see me smoking. If I were to say sorry for everything I have done, I would take months for me to be done apologizing. Therefore, for today, I'd just like to say

"Happy Father's Day, you truly are the best dad a son could ever ask for. I love you, daddy."

3:39 AM

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Footsteps

Have you ever wondered how did you get here or even what have you been placed on this planet for? I do, all the time but some things, you just wont find the exact answers you're looking for. Life has funny ways of working, one minute you're so happy you can touch the sky, another minute, you're so down its as if you're stuck in quicksand. Life couldn't get any simpler as it can be, where things unexpected pops out from nowhere and bites you on the ass. Some people believe that everything happens for a reason, some people believe its God's will, some people don't even know what to believe in. Some questions even rocket scientist and doctors can't figure out the answer to. To me, I believe in living life how you get it and appreciate everything you have at this very moment before its too late to realize that its gone for good. Yes, I have regreted many decisions that I have made in the past and if I could, I would go back and undo it. But that just isn't how life works, isn't it? I mean, why cry over spilt milk when you can buy fresh new ones. Life has its ups and downs and sometimes it hits and you fall real hard. *whamp!* but what are you going to do about it? Pick yourself up or stay down and kiss the ground? I've learnt from my mistakes and it sure hurt like crap. Each time something wounds us and we get up, we grow stronger. I have from my past. That is why I'm taking this path which is move on and wish you the best. You're happy, I can see and who am I to take away that happiness from you? I have my own happiness to search for and its somewhere out there in the sand. It may not be an easy journey to let go of something I took so much effort to gain, but when its time to let go, its time to let go.
I've had this little card with me since I was a small boy and I don't know where it came from but its written...

"if you truly love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, its yours to keep. If it doesn't, it was never meant to be".

Although I'm gone, a promise is still a promise and I always keep my words. I'll watch over you and be there for you when you need me. It doesn't matter if you know it or if not, if its me in person or someone else. I'll keep my promises and I meant every "I Love You".
Take care.